My Spiritual Windows

God - entity or energy? I have my answer,what is yours?

  Many years ago standing in a grocery line conversing with a cashier and suddenly feeling like I was at the opposite end of a tunnel, and trying to interpret far away words. Or, driving and having a sense of losing the depth perception on the road, prompted myself to see a local neurologist and in turn, I was sent for a MRI. Not being one of the most pleasant of choices and afterwards I waited as images were studied. After what could have been a few minutes and seemed like an hour, a doctor came to where I was and although he had few words, a few words were understood. Just calmly stating I did not have a brain tumor or any abnormalities concerning the brain tissue – I was just wired very different. He told me to the best of his knowledge this would not be physically detrimental, though medicine could dull the mind and possible eliminate the effects. Hmm, was dulling the mind the answer? I chose to forego the medicinal root and take an understanding and accepting root of learning on...

When I was a child, on May 1 st of each year, at school streamers were hung in many colors from a tall pole and everyone participated in a May Pole dance around the pole. I knew when I came home that day my mother would have taken muffin papers and filled them with nuts, mints, and candy to distribute to our neighbors. Today, very little is done in regards to May Day, a tradition of another time. Today, Winter Solstice ushered in a period signified by being the shortest day/longest night of the year. In ancient times, Winter Solstice marked a day when the year was concluded, during the time of Winter Solstice people would nurture a new plan of creation into being on the Spring Equinox. A time when ideas/crops were planted and as the ancients understood, allowed to grow corn. Summer Solstice would bring the time of growth, when idea/crops took hold and grew into a harvest. Fall Equinox brought the time of harvesting ideas/corn and storing the abundance/bounty, which had been created. ...

Once I was given a message by the Elder, on a brisk day in the Earth world an event was to happen which would change the energy of the visitors to the world. Elder, came saying, "Moniko, I wish for you to be my special messenger. The energy over the Earth has become dense; voices of change in the prayers are now creating ripples throughout the universes. Do you desire Moniko to travel to Earth?" As Elder spoke, my own voice paused, thoughts filling my senses of what message I might take to the Earth which would assist in restoring balance. As I found my voice again, like a lightning bolt of energy the words responding to the Elder were "I am already there Elder!" Smiling back, Elder said, "You have learned well Moniko." As the messenger Moniko, you will take the form of the dove. On Earth, the dove is already accepted as a sign of hope and purity, allowing you as the messenger, to be the message easily." Moniko, through the underst...

Thanksgiving Magnolias In theSpring of 2002, my daughter lost a baby during the first trimester. On Mothers Day a very small Magnolia tree was planted in the year in honor of a little one they dubbed Joseph. The Magnolia resembled more of a Charlie Brown tree than a strong Magnolia. Less than four feet tall with a trunk you could wrap your fingers around. Propped up by four stakes to help strengthen a tiny little tree during the Spring and Summer scant leaves came to life on the few branches of the tree. A strong wind could have uprooted the time Magnolia, yet it stood as if defiant of the elements that year. The trunk carefully wrapped like a wound being healed. All three plus feet stood proud. When Fall came the little Magnolia let go of the few leaves which had rested on the branches, now barren and small the little tree was well braced for the cold winter ahead. Each day I would look out the kitchen window and find the assurance the mighty little Magnolia still stood. With...

   Sitting on my deck this morning, I was thinking about a movie I watched last night on Netflix titled The Last Keepers. A movie regardless of your belief system, perceptions, openness, bigotry, or possibly just a stretch of your imagination has something to offer any viewer. Togetherness as one energy, undivided by segregation or the thought of impossibilities. Just the opening to soul nerve to appreciate each for who they are. As I looked at the huge old tree in the woods, a cardinal, blue jay, dove, sparrow, and small hummingbird all gathered in this tree on a winter day from parts unknown. For each to gather at a time inconsistent with the elements as one, I saw God today. If my mind had been rushing or not in the time, space and place I was the scene would not have become part of who I am. When I wrote Moniko, from word to word I did not have the foresight to see the end of each parable. Yet, death or dying and being reborn were not a perception, which developed. When t...

Energy across our planet on the smallest of scales of comparison has taken a shift over many of the last months of 2013. Everyone knows of the phrase "like attracts like" and on some level understands the depth of the words. Like attracting like on all three levels of the conscious/unconscious and supra-conscious are being blended in removing lines/labels of separation. Like is attracting like as one, whether conscious/unconscious or supra-conscious. Many feel this shift in higher anxiety levels, frustration and feeling mood swings of those who they come in contact with. From an earlier understanding of like attracts like, at the same time are declaring "this is not me!" Oh, though on some level – the like being attracted is very much each of us. Whether, clearly conscious and aware of, or the like or parallel on a deeper soul level looking for resolution and clarity of a thought process. Contentment which had satisfied days of their lives – now for many is finding...

Let us talk about Grid lines. In this human world, we have a need and a distinct way to connect a thought with relational physical knowledge, without the relational, we find doubt in the understanding. Years ago, for a time I would go with another and observe Reiki work being done. At this time, relational was not a fixed image – more so theory to be proven in the knowledge of energy work. One session in particular as I sat on the floor by a wall to observe, I could see the flesh of the worker become transparent with only arms of distinct grid lines to be seen. Intricate and perfect lines of grid coming forward in what was presumed a physical body. From this point of observation, my own thought process changed dramatically me understanding how energy interacts and affects energy. We each are a grid of energy, much like you have seen in computer animation before mortal points of detail such as flesh, eyes, hair, etc. change the image into a perception, which becomes understandable. Be...

Many times, I have what I refer to as running dreams. In the dreams, I can run anywhere and everywhere I choose effortlessly regardless of obstacles and distance. At the same time when I dream, I am also the observer in the dream. Another pair of eyes and thoughts following the sequence of the dream. Last night the dream centered on my choice to "run" to the bank for ATM use before I needed to be at work. I arrived at the bank only to find out the ATM would not be available until the top of the hour, the same time I should be at work. As I ran through a series of thoughts surrounded by waiting, leaving, calling for a ride, etc., slowly a group of people joined me in the waiting process. One of the last was a teenage boy determined to use the ATM first as he quietly would maneuver his way around the others. Still my mind was racing and wondering which step should be next, with at the same time trying to stay focused with intent of using the ATM first regardless. The time came...