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Last resort procedure CEA

 A few days ago was a one month follow up on what I was informed prior to of being a last resort procedure to open my left carotid artery. Right already being 100% closed , no danger. Left 90% closed with a stent not being an option due to lesions on the clavical.  I thought so much about it, I had no opinion left on the outcome, it just was beyond any more thought. Take me or keep me God, I give. Before surgery I tried to infor I don’t go to sleep easy. Remember the Anesthesiologist saying “I slipped you a Mickey going through the surgery door and seeing a table with a table pillow, lights so bright I couldn’t see any people.  In what seemed like the blink of an eye I was awake again, actually 5 hours later. My thoracic surgeon did an incredible job in the process and blood is flowing again as if 12 years old. Guess there is still reason to be present here. Namaste

Surviving Death - Netflix

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Pendulum training

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A lady named Peggy Cramer

  Spent some time today thinking about hospice clients I had over a period of years, one who came to mind was Peggy Cramer of the original founders of Cramer Sporting Goods. She lived in the original mid century home built by her father in the 1960’s and still intact to original build after her retirement as a leading Architect/designer in KC, breaking glass ceilings long before trend or aspiration of doing so. Amassed her wealth designing for corporations across Kansas City.Always doing things her way.   On a personal level Peggy enjoyed having a High Ball with her dinner showing me from her bar just how she liked them. She passed from this world of Parkinson’s disease though was quick in thinking to the end. The day Peggy saw people come in and proceed to replace her bed with a hospital bed she looked at me and asked if I would stay with her in the bed until it was over.    Meticulous about placement of objects in her home as part of her design eye, she could spend...

Levels of consciousness

  Read an article by physicists trying to map consciousness in the brain with the conclusion it being physically impossible due to perceptions in using two people at the train. One observing the departure and one sitting still on the train, neither physically moving at the time, yet the feeling of being separate, time and speed contributing to movement which actually did not exist. Unable to map the conclusion in actual mapping in the human mind.     Attributing the relativity to moments of perception constantly shifting in time, which from contributions of the James Web telescope time is our largest illusion which governs mortality. The deeper into space they delve, the less time has any relevancy in existence on planet Earth.So I thought I would listen to my own thinking for some distinction.   Conscious mind – a tubing of idiosyncrasies which rush the thought processes of the human mind such as worrying about what you can not control Method of unwinding - surrende...

Looking back

My youngest grandson has turned 18, preparing for his first year of college in a dual major of business/architecture. A driven young man I am sure who will do well.   My thoughts in writing now return to his first day in this world. Cradling for the first time, observing tiny arms and hands I was shown skin covered with extensive intricate ink covering all exposed skin. A quick look back into soul life of a tiny one.   Many believe the past can not be changed, although many times by seeing back directly contributes to healing now. Definitely becomes interesting in connecting the dots. Always allowing the senses to stretch and integrate is key to expansion of the super neural pathways of the mind.  I’ll close the rambling for now.   Namaste’

Freedom is never free

Before you woke this morning, a serviceman/woman on the other side of the world and here at home kept our country safe and our skies clear to either secure your right to be a bigot, proclaim the right to determine who God loves and why, enjoy the rights and freedom with a choice of hostility or in peace and the choice to change and live from peace within today. They lay down their lives for you, lay down the hate and anger for them so possibly next year they might be home to enjoy the 4th of July on American soil in peace. You can save the world by changing your negatives to a positive. Happy 4th of July in honor of the heroes of the armed forces and those here at home who wear a badge each day on our streets. Freedom only comes free when those who are being protected do their part not to add in contributing another loss on their part. Prayers up to all those who keep us free today.

Though to ponder - Benjamin Franklin

 Be at war with your vices, Peace with your neighbors and let every year find you a better person. Benjamin Franklin

Looking through the window

Listening to songs of the soul in t he background,  with  thoughts   transported into a structure carrying the  appearance of a temple of light. S tanding at the rear and looking unto the massive beauty of this structure, lining both sides are musicians playing in the  keys of their hearts and souls and  tones that rang through energy in soft melodies.  As if the breath was being caught in the beauty of the presence, looking to my right , a  spiritual influence was there telling me the journey to the front of the temple would be as short or long as I chose for the walk.  Leading back to earlier teachings and how th ought process here and there were  the cornerstone of our creative desires, taking the lead halfway forward through the succession of musicians as they played, I saw a window come into view. D istances left to advance before  within this vision of beauty, now seemed small. Once again, propelling through thought forwa rd u...

1000 Years is but a day

 For 1000 years to be but a day in heaven, every 24 hours would equate to 41.66 years and each minute would be .69 years. A lifetime would be for most people 2 hours of sleep.Not my words I took it from the Bible.  Lord, You have Been Our Dwelling Place …3You turn man back into dust And say, "Return, O children of men." 4For a thousand years in Your sight Are like yesterday when it passes by, Or as a watch in the night. 5You have swept them away like a flood, they fall asleep; In the morning they are like grass which sprouts anew.… New American Standard Bible Happy Dreaming!

Vision of the other side

  At times my visions flip me to the other side, I am open without judgements and expectations which always make the adventures amazing.   On one such visions I was in a huge open hallway, in the hallway I seen someone I knew in front of myself in the hallway who at this time is still of this world. Lacking patience I moved forward into a massive room with endless long tables and came upon a table with some of my own departed family members. Mother, Cousin, one faded from having a clear vision of. My uncle Harold who said “Linda , what are you doing here? Told him I really not sure though just visiting. My mother looked sad to see me. No mom not staying!! I took a look at myself and was much younger with long blond hair and dressed other than I would have dressed, But okay.   The whole segment was quickly passed. Across the stage, people were being somewhat received back. And that was all. The other side is not quite what we have been programmed to see, though all seemed ...

Fear is the unknown

  Fear is synonymous with unknown. At times we put a line in the sand at our feet avoiding to cross the line into the unknown.   Anytime I have crossed the line, I have been grateful for the crossing. Spiritually lines are drawn repeatedly. Easier to remain in what is comfortable or repeating and living in the past than crossing the line of unknown for the what if’s than expanding into the known at a different understanding. Staying at a pause or ears and eyes open only to others who seemingly crossed the line.   Though did they really or rephrase the past? Time to straighten your crown and do as asked and take the leap of coming to your source as the child. Fearless and open without hesitation to grow in your own path rather than a repeated path of another. The unknown new is crossing the line. Not mistaken for fear. Take the worse in complete faith of the child. Knowing what is behind, find the innocence to overcome the crossing.    In doing so possibly new fe...

Grocery experience encountering Star of Easter

​ Being Easter seems like the perfect day to share this experience.     On August 1 st , 2006 I was sick for weeks though when my daughter asked if I would like to ride with her to the local grocery “Dillions” I agreed. Outside the temp was stifling feeling much like a   Arriving at the store, I noticed a man standing on the entrance area in front of a pole used for an incline into the store. Dressed in sandals, black billowing pants much like hammer pants from another time, crepe material long sleeve shirt with a brown suit type coat over his shirt. Gazed at him thinking the local police would escort him from town if they saw him. Not a town for allowing strangers to stay. Not a drop of sweat when I was dripping in the sauna state of the afternoon heat. As I thought this he just smiled, with his beautiful light brown eyes and shoulder length brown hair.   Across his forehead dents lined the forehead from side to side. Thought I could help you with those and he smile...

Dream noting

  Dreams which come in from left field with no reference to your dream in full color are very much cognitive messages worth remembering and analyzing in a spiritual sense.   Such as one I had of building a stair case in a empty house. Not my home, though representative of bringing together a sturdy path between two dimensions, upper and lower. Strong supportive foundation provided. Complete in the creation and ready for use. New though unknowingly tying the energy. Ready for use.    Having in the past many dreams involving traveling stairs, being complete was rare. Along with sturdy support. Pay attention to sent messages, the reveal is nearer than you may believe. We do not need to know how, though believing in the possibility is key. 

Bartering: Fairness and worth

Bartering:Fairness and worth   Bartering has been in use since the beginning of time. A method of showing worth and appreciation towards a service or product rendered. I could count on less than two hands the time I accepted a preset amount over a barter. As a rule individual needs are comparable in appreciation. Gracious giving of the hand made to a complete Dell system left on the porch. In return all appreciated in like form.   The tools I use were given freely by this universe, to be used in fairness to all who request. Being in God’s pockets is not a gain or trust in faith. I have worked with people from all over this world and at times those from now beyond this world still in need of Earth energy in assistance. Individually assessing the needs of each from readings to remote healing in many corners of the world. My thought processing and Spirit work in unison.    The first question always goes to healing energies who inform of what is being asked is needed for...

A. Sledding Star

    Once was a star.  Not the brightest shining star but he was a star nonetheless.  He looked like all  other stars up so high in the sky.  His best friend was the moon.   He made friends with the moon because they were so close to each other in the sky.  The star and the moon would shine together every night through wind and snow and rain.       Shortly after the first snowfall of the year, little star told the moon that he disliked sitting up in the sky all the time and shining -- night, after night, after night.  No one ever noticed how special he was.  Feeling everyone took him for granted.  He wanted to try to do other things -- sledding for example.  He watched the child who lived below him sled today.  That might be fun!   He told the moon how he would start at the top of the highest hill and  zoom  down its entire length.  The cold air pushing his star points as he held on for de...

Testimonials and thank you

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      Linda was kind enough to offer a reading at my convenience. I asked about my career, and if was going to be worth the stress of continuing to try to continue on my path. I love my job, but it is very stressful. Linda said that I had a 'book in me'... For the past 15 years of my life, I have wanted to write about my life to help others live a better life with mental illness just as I have! I've had the title of the book forever. She gave me valuable information on how to start that process. It is what I was meant to do. Previously, Linda had stated she saw a global path to my work. I am also a public speaker, and I LOVE public speaking. I've been toying with the idea of branching out independently to do so. With a book, and public speaking, branching out either nationally OR globally simply makes sense. I have a fire in my belly like never before to write my book. Linda picked on things I've never told anyone. She is an excellent intuitive going above and beyon...

Face in the window experience

Face in the window experience   I don’t often speak of my personal experience with spirit.    Years ago on a trip to Chicago, at the time I was working remotely for a Wheeling corporation and on Friday afternoon rushing for the airport, missed my exit so kept driving thinking eventually the interstate would wrap back around again finding the exit to O’Hara.    After a half hour nerves were taking over on whether I would find the exit or catch my flight home. Minutes later glancing out my drivers window was a full blown image looking back a male spirit on the window.   Long white hair, crystal blue eyes , white robe on his shoulders and skin looking as new baby flesh. I knew in the moment I would be fine and definitely was not alone. Focusing back on the interstate my next exit was my airport exit.   Was able to return the rental, make it to the airport and terminal finding flight was overbooked and vouchers being offered in return for taking the next f...

Frog Pursuit

Once was a boy who found himself without a care for the discipline of life. From the feeling of being uncaring for what would result in life, this boy =tood within his chaos. As he grew and became a man, he continued to flounder in his true desire, uncaring of the outcome of his actions.    One day as he was walking through the streets of the busy city that he lived in, a small girl unexpectedly crossed his path. Not seeing the small child, through the force that had been intersected by each other, the small girl was =uickly struck down to the curb of the street. Realizing what he had done, the man =wiftly bent down to the child. In seeing her dazed eyes, he began to speak to her. The man’s first thought was too reprimand the child even as she lay on the sidewalk, still caught within the trauma of this time.                As the man looked into her eyes, the images reflected back caused him to begin to cry....

Adventures of Moniko-link in body

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https://www.amazon.com/dp/B001KW0AHA/ref=cm_sw_r_oth_api_glt_AZNC00T0P9XAFD6RYS6G_nodl Top review from the United States Satoshi Morikawa 5.0 out of 5 stars Reading this book is like having a good session with an energy healer Reviewed in the United States on September 4, 2007 This story of Moniko reminds me of one of my all time favorite books "The Alchemist", which is a story about a boy who travels across the African desert in order to search a sense of "oneness with the Universe". To me, the storyline is a bit more sophisticated and advanced. It seems like one of these books where every time you read it, you'll receive some new insights. Kind of like the movie the Matrix. So needless to say, I can't say that I've obtained everything there is to obtain during my first reading session. But more importantly, the energy contained in this work is simply indescribable. It's like...as I go through each paragraph or sentence...I feel something within me ...

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Explosion of the unseen

Explosion of the Unseen Life would be so easy if in ultimate triumph,  the explosion could be defined. Not so easily, as you would define a natural or physical embodied explosion. However, an explosion of what the world does not reveal to you. That which is embodied of spirit, feeling, aspiration, and all in the known world which adrenaline's you. Giving you that unseen substance which really governs your eternity. The ingredients, which combine in creating your internal being, Derived from infancy, childhood, joy, sorrow, literature, and environment. In addition, if at some point the energies, which make you an alignment of high energy on intersecting paths; would result in the ultimate explosion. How now do you explain the aftermath? Relief, rebuilding, remorse, or re-enactment for the next explosion? copyright@lsmyers

Mother’s Scent

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Mother’s Scent Take a teacup of a rose, raised to the sun and watch it unfold, this is the promise and hope of the mother.  On one very special day each year, the mother honored with a special lift of cheer.  A mother goes far beyond the birth of a child, a mother the nurturer born of desire. A mother, an aunt, a friend, an admirer all are honored this day for the desire to see the children they hold so dear, remembrance of the heart and years. Starting at birth and without end, a mother’s love, past all life transcends. The whisper, the touch, you long too once again feel, becomes the song or brush of the cheek once again. A mother’s love always lives, the life of an energy who only knew how to give. On this day, a mother’s heart takes many ways of feeling the joy, the loss, the pain, of being the child, the mother and graced. From the mother energy which is not with you now, or the tear on the cheek remembering a child beyond the clouds. For they have not gone far away, rema...