A story of love, loss and being granted second chances of four legged family members
This story is dedicated to two of my
dogs that passed from this world within a month of each other.
Brenna, a black Pudel Pointer left on December 16, 2005. Forbes an
Australian Shepherd /St/ Bernard mix left of January 17, 2006. Brenna
and Forbes were not just dogs in this house. They were family. Brenna
was six, and Forbes was 15. Both of them held more human
characteristics than canine. They loved to play, Brenna loved to
dance and hug people. She would stand on her back legs, wrap her
front legs around the waist of my son, and dance around the room with
him.
As Forbes was getting into more aging
years, we took him one Saturday to a local pet store to pick out a
friend to bring home. He picked out Brenna as a pup when she was
eight months old. She had an interesting history in her short eight
months before we took her home. She was one of a litter that had been
born in an illegal puppy mill. Along with her brother, they ran away
from the puppy mill and made it over two hundred miles to the area
where we live, before being picked up as rescues. She never knew a
stranger, and held no aggression in her life to other beings. She
just loved to be loved. At times, when being taken outside she would
break from being put outside to exercise and would go on a run. Her
speed was incredible, and catching her was not an option. As a rule
after about six minutes, she would return.
On the afternoon she died, she had
broken away to run, and being the middle of the afternoon, was
fatally ran over by a bus. Brenna had ran half a block in a reverse
direction hearing a school bus on the street and threw herself under
the back wheels which was close as she could come to the bus. With my
son watching, Brenna committed suicide that afternoon putting her in
harm’s way of the wheels. Though there were not any marks on her
body, she was gone instantly. My son picked up her lifeless body and
carried her home. She was wrapped in a blanket, taken to the vet, and
left for cremation.
Forbes was a large dog that commanded
attention when he would bark. He was adopted after found wandering by
a local law enforcement agency in a nearby town. He would always cry
if he heard sirens, either from fire or police vehicles, and over the
years, Brenna cried with him when she heard them. A beautiful soul of
an animal that could never be matched. A bark much worse than the
nature that he held. He had a compliant nature about him to change,
as long as the change included the family being there with him in
life. He loved in the later years just to go out in the yard and
sleep in the sun. His body had become quite crippled by arthritis,
and his internal body had been ravaged by disease. After Brenna left,
he was never quite the same. Compliant about life, but had lost the
spark that they shared being together. He definitely missed his
chosen companion.
Two days before he died, Forbes was
jumping and playing as if a young pup and I knew then his, time was
short in our world. On the night he died, he laid down for a nap and
just did not wake up again. The next morning, Forbes was taken to the
vet for cremation; I hugged him, smelt him, and cried over him –
never wanting to lose the moment in time of saying goodbye.
Ironically enough, when the vet called to say Forbes ashes could be
picked up a week later, Brenna’s ashes came back that day as well.
On the night Forbes died, I believe
Brenna came back to escort him on. Lines of age and disease now gone,
once again together and no longer separate.. Our hearts will always
have a place for both of them, and they were very much loved. As they
also loved each other. We love you, miss you, and may all your days
be filled with the light of the sun to run free once again.
In the fall of 2006, my son let our two
Jack Russell’s Belle and Molly out the back door; normally they
would make a barrel run to a large kennel enclosure in the backyard.
Sitting upstairs in my office, I heard a screeching squeal by one of
the dogs. My only thought in that moment was “GOD NO!” not again.
Having lost Brenna and Forbes within
the last year, I could not bear for this to happen again. At that
point, I just wanted to be told of what had happened. A few minutes
later, my son came through the office door. I looked at him for a
moment then asked, “Did one of the dogs get hit by a car?” He
said, “Belle ran out into the alley and a car coming down the alley
did not see her. The car ran completely over her little body.” A
woman stepped out of the car to see Belle after running over her.
I asked if she was dead, and he said
no, she lay for a moment as if she was dead, then jumped up on her
feet and wanted to eat. She is acting as if nothing happened! We took
her to the vet even though she did not appear to be hurt. The vet
checked her out and all he could find was one half-inch scrape that
was not deep enough to even treat, and kept her for the rest of the
day for observation.
Late afternoon I went to the office to
pick her up and the vet said she just must have been one lucky little
dog to brush the wheels of a car without being hurt, I informed the
vet she did not brush the wheel, she was driven over from head to
toe. In hearing this, he thought it impossible to survive.
I brought her back home, and received a
call from the vet about a half hour later. In doing blood test while
at the office he found Belle had contracted hookworm, which we did
not realize. Without medicine, it would deplete her blood supply. I
looked at her, telling her she went to extraordinary measures for a
trip to the vet. She was treated for the hookworm, and was just fine
after wards.
To me she was a miracle, in being able to have the full weight of a car roll over her body, and a moment later appear as nothing had happened. I do believe that a higher power was with a very tiny dog, and granted a request that she not be taken away.
To me she was a miracle, in being able to have the full weight of a car roll over her body, and a moment later appear as nothing had happened. I do believe that a higher power was with a very tiny dog, and granted a request that she not be taken away.
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