Infinite Moments between disconnecting and reconnecting
In a physical world, life becomes dependent on a heartbeat continuing in securing survival. Within every heartbeat, a signal to disconnect and reconnect completes the beat. Just as drum would strike, one beat, hesitates, and starts a new beat. The space in between each beat is the infinite disconnecting and reconnecting throughout life. A rough calculation of my own disconnect/reconnect moments in my own life to this point is 2,396,736,000... Almost 2.4 billion signals to disconnect with equal signals for the most part, to reconnect again. Seamless in expectation, as mortality only assesses a final heartbeat as being one rather than 2.4 billion.
Staggering numbers to process in thought, in a world, this focuses on separation as being death without seeing renewal. This piece being written today examines the infinite moments of life and renewal and how a spiritual universe exists in the moment of disconnect or reconnect which is for granted. A space of betwixt and between the known and unknown, commonly referred to as nano-seconds, without a true reference of understanding.
2.4 billion nano-seconds, which exist outside the frame of time and space, as we know it, the stepping, ground of Infinity. A moment, which many believe only exist at a time of permanent separation being as much a part of life as the breath or chi constantly reinstated into mortality. How many times today have you passed from physical to infinite to physical again without interruption known? In the process, with little more understanding of the nano or infinite moments than you did before? Through my blog and site, I write from my own experience or experience I am made aware of. Today, I will touch on both.
One morning I was driving my old pickup north on the interstate into the city, with my son in the passenger seat. I came around a blind bend on the interstate and traffic in the left two hand lanes was parked. At full speed and approaching a flat bed, truck in front of me, with a semi in my rear view mirror – stopping was not an option. The only option was either to be sandwiched between a flat bed and semi, or pull out into the next lane to my right where traffic was still flowing at interstate speed. Having the space of one heartbeat to decide, I pulled into traffic. Thoroughly expecting too be hit regardless, no impact was felt. After driving 200’, I looked in my rear-view mirror. All the traffic on the interstate now stopped as if frozen in time. Watching for about another 30 seconds, the flow of traffic resumed at normal pace completely unaware of time being paused. Driving into the nano of non-time was definitely an experience
A friend of mine years ago told of a time while driving a semi through the mountains of the Northwest, rounding a bend a car attempting to pass another vehicle was directly in front of the truck. Instead of colliding, the car became transparent, and could be seen passing through the body of the semi. Both vehicles pulled to the side, with the driver in the car jumping out and throwing up on the side of the road. Stopping to ask if he was alright, this driver had not only passed through the semi – he had total recall of what transpired. Time/space/matter, all becoming one energy in the nano.
Not too many years ago, my neighbor across the street one Saturday night sat down with a big bowl of popcorn to watch TV. Being diabetic, she was well aware her food of choice was not right. She remembered later on Saturday night, not being able to get out of the chair. A feeling of weakness had set it and even using her voice was almost impossible. Remembering the Sun coming through the windows on Sunday morning, was her last memory. Tuesday at noon - two days after her last memory, her daughter came by during lunch to check on her. What her daughter found was her mother stiff in a recliner. Calling the paramedics and begging them to revive her mom, the paramedics then broke the chair apart in getting her out and laid her on the living room floor. All indications from her body/fluids/stiffness indicated she was far past revival. At her daughters persistence, a paramedic used the needle in the heart with a true attempt in showing her daughter it was too late for mom. Instead, she started breathing again. A few months of rehab and literally having to renew all strength, she was back home with a new insight. The paramedic, I am not sure he will forget the call anytime soon. What transpired between the disconnect and connect, may never be fully explained in this world. She found the betwixt and between to be more dream-state than death.
Between disconnect and reconnect lays an infinite space and yet this is all space as one. A space where time as known does not exist, yet the fiber of our universe do exist, beyond the known and unknown.
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